sábado, 5 de janeiro de 2019

Obliviar (Parte 4: O Futuro)



Os olhos do homem de pele muito pálida estavam tristemente fixos nos dois jovens amigos. Ele sabia o que eles queriam e sabia o que fazer, mas não tinha certeza se devia… ou queria… já que estava tão perto de…

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- Feche os olhos e relaxe. Vai ser uma viagem difícil. Tente ficar calmo.

Ele seguiu as instruções, como lhe fora dito. Nem tinha como não fazê-lo. A viagem começou logo. Ele sentiu um calor no rosto. Parecia que havia uma luz muito forte à sua frente. Ele tentou abrir os olhos, mas foi como se olhasse directamente para o sol. Era impossível mantê-los abertos, sem o risco de magoar-se. Ele tornou a fechá-los bem, até que sentiu o calor arrefecer um pouco. Acreditando ser mais seguro, ele, então, abriu os olhos, com muito cuidado.

Foi então que ele o avistou. Era menor que imaginara e movia-se mais rápido que ele esperava. Oumuamua, ou algo muito similar, viajava no espaço à sua frente. Ele olhou à volta. Estava sozinho, no meio da escuridão do espaço, sentindo-se como quando caiu na fenda, alguns dias antes.

- Mas que diabos! Acho que estou delirando!

Seu corpo vibrava como se todas as moléculas quisessem manter-se unidas, mas precisavam de um esforço enorme para tanto. Ele sentiu uma dor dilacerante, quase insuportável. Depois, pareceu-lhe que todo aquele desespero cessou e ele viu-se de volta na densa escuridão. Como se estivesse sendo sugado, em alta velocidade, por dentro do tubo de um enorme aspirador, seu corpo foi jogado na direcção de uma luz muito branca, mas, daquela vez, perceptivelmente fria. Ele, então, caiu dentro de uma cápsula de vidro, no meio de uma sala toda branca e sem mobília. O choque foi inesperado. Agachado, pelo impacto da queda, ele tentava perceber onde estava.

Ele ouviu o som perturbador de uma sirene, tocando insistentemente, como se estivesse em aflição. Olhou à sua volta e viu um grupo de pessoas de aparência estranha, embora um tanto familiar. Havia, também, uma mulher cujos olhos eram tão verdes, que sobressaíam no meio deles, como um farol na escuridão da noite.

Ele reconheceu um homem de pele muito pálida e sorriu. Estava no futuro.

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- Como é que tu sabias que o terminal ainda estava ativo?

O homem pálido olhou para o jovem e conjeturou se deveria dizer a verdade ou simplesmente evitar a pergunta e mudar de assunto. Decidiu que já era hora de dizer a verdade.

- Eu o consertei sozinho. Planeava ir de volta ao futuro, mas desconfiava que o terminal não fosse resistir a mais que uma viagem, se tanto, pelo estrago que havia sofrido. Foi sorte… Para falar a verdade, ainda não sei, ao certo, se conseguimos nosso intento.

- Não? Como não?

- As avarias eram quase irreparáveis. Mas como havia uma hipótese, eu tinha que tentar, de todas as formas. Da minha parte, não ia ser grande perda, se algo desse errado com a minha viagem. Eu não tinha nada a perder.

- Então por que não foste antes, sozinho? Ninguém ia saber…

- Eu não estava totalmente preparado e, então, vocês vieram e…

- Isso não é justo e é muito perigoso, de todas as formas.

- É o que é. Aquele jovem precisava de ajuda urgente e eu possuía os meios. Eu tinha que fazer alguma coisa para ajudar. Se tivermos sorte, ele voltará, com alguma resposta.

- E uma missão…

O homem de pele pálida tentou sorrir, mas não conseguiu. Ele não se sentia nada confortável. Estava preocupado. A tristeza em seus olhos era tão palpável, que parecia sólida.

- Esperemos que sim.

- Quanto tempo temos que esperar?

- Se tudo correr como planeado, cerca de uma hora, somente… mas sabes que o tempo é somente um conceito, neste tipo de situações. Existem muitas condicionantes…

O jovem olhou para ele. Ele estava, obviamente, muito preocupado. E se alguma coisa desse errado? Aquilo era uma loucura, mas como ele poderia controlar um amigo necessitado e com tanta teimosia e resistência?

- Eu sei o que estás a pensar. Estou tão preocupado quanto tu. Se a viagem não foi bem-sucedida, nós teremos perdido muito mais que uma hora do nosso precioso tempo, simplesmente… e, agora, não podemos fazer nada, além de esperar.

- Pois! Eu nunca deveria ter concordado com esta loucura!

- Agora é muito tarde! Como sempre, vamos ter que esperar e ver o que acontece.

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- Como é que conseguiste viajar até aqui, através do tempo e do espaço? Quem te ajudou?

O Supremo estava totalmente fora de si, apesar de ser um homem calmo e razoável, na maioria das vezes. Ele já havia passado por situações semelhantes, em que viajantes do tempo haviam entrado, inadvertidamente, naquele terminal, mas, daquela vez, sentia que algo estava muito errado.

O estrangeiro continuava a olhar para a mulher, que estava, também, curiosa sobre a intenção daquela interferência em suas rotinas, por um homem jovem, vindo de um passado distante em seu planeta de origem.

O Supremo ficou mais impaciente e disse à mulher:

- Dê um jeito nisso! E mande-o de volta para quando e onde ele veio!

A mulher estava surpresa com aquele acesso de impaciência, diante de uma situação que já havia acontecido tantas vezes antes. Ela sabia, todavia, que ele não gostava dos visitantes que vinham do passado. Seu próprio irmão havia sido um péssimo exemplo a lembrar e, com certeza, era aquela a razão pela qual o Supremo lhe havia dado aquela missão, antes que algo pior voltasse a acontecer.

Ela pousou seus olhos verdes sobre o rapaz e pediu que ele a seguisse até o laboratório na Estação Estelar, onde o doutor poderia ajudá-los com a situação.

Até aquele momento o rapaz não havia dito nada. Quando estavam os dois sozinhos, ele olhou para a mulher, que percebeu, logo, que ele ia dizer uma coisa muito importante. Seu coração acelerou. Ele percebeu que não deviam ser boas notícias.

- Eu tenho uma mensagem do passado e do futuro.

- Tu não estás fazendo muito sentido.

- Eu sei, mas vais entender quando eu explicar.

- Então fale, rapaz!

- Leona…

Seus olhos arregalaram-se. Como ele poderia saber seu nome? O coração da mulher acelerou outra vez. Ela precisava se acalmar e não estava disposta a tal, até que a situação fosse completamente exposta.

- Eu não vim por uma razão somente. Mas precisarei da tua compreensão e da tua ajuda.

- Como é que sabes meu nome?

- Eu sei mais que o teu nome. Há coisas que precisas saber, para poder agir, antes que seja tarde demais. Mas eu vim por razões pessoais também. Eu preciso da tua ajuda, para voltar ao meu passado… uns anos antes da época da qual eu vim agora.

- Como é que eu posso confiar em ti e ajudar? Estas coisas não são fáceis. Os terminais são vigiados por câmaras projetadas para escrutinar quaisquer movimentos.

- Eu sei que há um velho terminal na Estação Estelar. O Décimo-Terceiro me disse.

- Quem?

- John, o Décimo-Terceiro…

- Como assim? Onde é que ele está?

- Ele está no passado… e não pode vir ao futuro.

- E como é que tu pudeste?

- Através do terminal que ele ia usar. Não foi totalmente destruído, quando vocês foram transportados na última vez, mas agora deve estar… Tu estás em grande perigo, Leona. Tens que acreditar em mim.

- Espera. Pode parar! Do que é que falas? John, o Décimo-Terceiro, ou seja que nome vocês o chamem, está muito doente. Nós estamos a trabalhar numa vacina e os resultados não são nada promissores. Ele não pode ter sobrevivido…

- Leona, eu preciso que falar com o teu pai. As vacinas estão sendo sabotadas.

- Sabotadas? Por quem? Quem seria tão estúpido?

- Não é estupidez, Leona. Ele é um homem muito inteligente, que tem um propósito maléfico e muita sede de poder. Nós temos que fazer algo… urgente, antes que seja tarde demais. O Supremo tornou-se um homem com uma mente muito pervertida. Ele é mau. Ele vai destruir este planeta, em questão de dias.

- De jeito nenhum. Tu estás delirando. Ele nunca… Ele tem todo o poder que precisa. Além do mais, ele é o maior interessado em seguir os resultados das pesquisas e testes com a vacina.

- Acredita em mim, por favor. Nós estamos perdendo tempo. Como é que tu sabes que eu sei estas coisas todas? Eu tenho que falar com o teu pai. Por favor. Eu posso ajudar.

- Leona!

A mulher virou-se. Dois homens, bem mais velhos que eles, vinham, apressados, pelo corredor. Eles, simplesmente, ignoraram o estrangeiro, como se ali não estivesse. 

- Tens que vir e ver isso. A vacina não está a funcionar. O efeito é muito destrutivo, agora.

- Pai!

- Eu posso ajudar!

- E quem és tu?

- Um visitante do passado, que veio tentar salvar o futuro.

- Do que é que ele está a falar?

Ela tentou explicar, mas antes que começasse, um grito, vindo do laboratório, no outro lado do corredor, fê-los parar a conversa e começar a correr.

- Ele está morrendo!

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domingo, 30 de dezembro de 2018

Oblivion (Part 4: The Future)



The pale skinned man’s green eyes were set sadly at the two young friends. He knew what they wanted from him and he knew what to do, but he did not know if he should… or wanted to do… He was so close to…

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- Close your eyes. Relax. You’ll be on a hard trip. Try to stay calm.

He did as he was told to. His trip soon began. He felt his face heating up. It seemed to him a bright light was so close ahead. He tried to open his eyes but it was like looking at the sun, so he shut them tight. Some seconds afterwards, he felt the heat receding. He believed it was safe to open his eyes and he did, carefully.

Then he saw it. It was smaller than he thought it would be and was moving faster than he expected. “Oumuamua” or something very similar to it was travelling the space in front of his eyes. He looked around. He was alone in a dark space, like the one when he fell in the hole.

- What the hell? Am I hallucinating?

His body was vibrating as if all the molecules in it were driven in a freaking movement, trying to stay together, but fighting hard for it. Then he felt an excruciating pain. Suddenly it all stopped and he was back in the darkness. He felt as if he was being sucked into a large vacuum cleaner tube in high speed. Then he saw a cool flash of white light and he finally fell into a glass capsule, in the middle of a large white room, without any furniture around. The shock was unexpected. He was on his hands and knees, trying to figure out where he was.

He heard the annoying sound of a siren ringing insistently. He looked around. What he saw was some strange looking people, although somehow familiar to him. He also saw a woman with very deep green eyes. He recognized one of the very pale skinned men. He smiled. He was in the future.

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- How did you know the terminal was still active?

The pale man looked at the young man in front of him and wondered if he should tell the truth or simply avoid the question and change subject. He decided it was time to say the truth.

- I repaired it myself. I was planning to go back to the future and I knew it would not resist for more than one trip, if so, as it was too damaged. It was luck… In fact, I still don’t know for sure if he succeeded.

- You don’t? Oh, man.

- The damage was almost irreparable. But there was a chance and I had to try it, anyway. I would not mind if anything went wrong with my trip. I’d have not nothing to lose…

- But then why did you not go before and all by yourself? No one would ever know…

- I was not totally ready, but then you guys came and…

- Oh, man. That is not fair and it’s so dangerous anyway.

- It is what it is. That young man needed urgent help and I had the means. I had to help him. Hopefully he’ll come back with an answer.

- And a mission…

The pale skinned man tried to smile but could not. He was not comfortable. He was worried. The sadness in his eyes was so palpable, almost solid.

- Hopefully.

- How long are we to wait?

- If everything goes as planned, just one hour… you know… Time is just a concept. There are too many “ifs” …

The young man looked at him. He was obviously very worried by then. What if anything went wrong? That was insane… but how could he stop a friend in need with such a stubborn resistance?

- I know what you’re thinking. I am as concerned as you are. If the trip was unsuccessful, we would have lost more than just time… and now there is nothing to do but wait.

- Oh, man. I should have never agreed with this madness!

- Too late now! We will have to wait and see… as always…

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- How could you travel here into time and space? Who helped you?

The Supreme was restless and he was normally a very calm and reasonable man. He had faced some time travellers coming inadvertently into the terminal, but this time he felt something was very wrong.

The stranger kept on looking to the woman, who was also curious about the intent of that interference in their routine, by that young man coming from the distant past of her original birth planet.

The Supreme got even more impatient and told the woman:

- Sort this thing out, will you? And send him back to where and when he came from!

The woman was surprised the Supreme was so upset by a thing that happened so many times before. She knew, however, that he disliked the people from the past. Her brother was a bad example to remember and she knew why she had to sort that thing out, before they had another unpleasant incident.

She set her green eyes on the young man and asked him to follow her to the lab at the Stellar Station, where the doctor would help her with the situation.

Up to the moment when they left, the young man said almost nothing. When they were all by themselves, he looked at the woman and she noticed he was going to say something important. Her heart pounded fast. She knew those could not be good news.

- I have a message from the past and the future.

- You’re not making any sense.

- I know, but you will understand when I explain.

- Then speak, young man.

- Leona…

Her eyes widened. How did he know her name? Her heart was beating faster now. She needed to calm down and she was not likely to.

- I did not come for one reason only. But I’ll need your trust and your help.

- How do you know my name?

- I know more than your name. There are things you must know and act before it’s too late. But I’m here for personal reasons too. I need your help to go back to my past; years before the time I came from.

- How can I trust you and help you? Things are not that easy to do. The terminals are being scrutinized by cameras designed to keep all movements under vigilance.

- I know there is an old terminal at the Stellar Station. The Thirteenth told me about it.

- Who?

- John, the Thirteenth…

- Where is he? How come?

- He is in the past… and cannot come to the future.

- How could you, then?

- Through the terminal he was going to use. It was not totally destroyed when you came through last time… You are in great danger, Leona. You’ve got to believe me.

- Wait. Stop! What are you talking about? John... the Thirteenth… whatever he is being called, is very ill. We are trying to work on the vaccine and we are not succeeding at all. He could not have survived...

- Leona, I need to talk to your father. The vaccines have been sabotaged.

- Sabotaged? By who? Who would be stupid enough?

- Not stupid, Leona. He’s a very wise man with an evil purpose and a hunger for power. We need to do something… urgently, before it’s too late. The Supreme turned into a man with a very twisted mind. He is evil. He will destroy the planet in some days from now.

- No way. You’re hallucinating. He would never… He has all the power he wants. Besides, he is the one more interested in following the results of the research and tests of the vaccine.

- Believe me, please. We are running short of time. How do you think I know all these things? I must talk to your father. Please. I can help you.

- Leona!

The woman turned around. Two older men were coming along the corridor. They simply ignored the visitor, as if he was not there.

- You need to come and see this. The vaccine is not working. The effect is very destructive now.

- Father!

- I can help!

- And who are you?

- A visitor from the past to try and save the future.

- What is he talking about?

She tried to speak, but a cry from the lab on the other side of the corridor made them stop the conversation and run.

- He’s dying!

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sábado, 22 de dezembro de 2018

Oblivion (Part 3: Dream)



The sound of metal hitting the wall intermittently woke him up. He was in the dark, but looking up, there was a slit of light up above. He tried to rub his clothes and body clean, trying to check if he was really alive still. His fingers and knees were so sore. He was alive. Dead people do not feel pain. He almost smiled at the thought, but that would not make any sense in the situation he was in.

That sound again… and again. Maybe it was his friend trying to rescue him out of that hole.

- Hey.

He shouted out loud. His voice was strange. The echo responded.

- Hey, hey, hey…

He whispered to himself.

- I’m fucked.

- Hey.

He looked up. Something was hanging up above and swinging from the top.

- I’m OK. Can you bring it down?

- I’m out of rope. Can you try to climb it up to the hook?

- I can try. The soil is very dry and loose.

- Try it! I have the Jeep here. I can pull you up, if you reach the hook.

He tried to see in the dark. Soon he saw the piece of metal and had the idea of digging steps on the wall, so he could climb them up to the hanging hook. It would take him some time, but it was worth it, so he did the best he could.

It took him almost one whole hour to finally reach the hook that would take him off that “shituation”.

- I got it.

He was tired, but he knew that from then on the Jeep would do the job.

- I got you. Hold it firmly.

So he did, but it was very hard and painful. His body swung and hit the wall several times. When he finally got up to the mouth of the ravine, his friend pulled him up by the clothes and dragged him off of the border.

- Fuck, man. I thought I’ve lost you. You were so quiet.

- I think I fainted…

- Oh, man. Good to see you back.

- Let’s get out of here, please. Never to come back again.

His friend smiled slightly. He was right.

They got into the vehicle and drove down the hill. The young man was still covered in dirt and there was some blood here and there, but he seemed to be ok. He stripped off his t-shirt and tried to clean himself a bit.

- I need a shower… or more than one… urgently.

- You do indeed. Let’s stop somewhere by the river and try to clean up a bit. Then we drive back home. Enough of this nonsense, for good and forever. You need to get over it, man... for your own sake!

- I know. I just wish I could simply lie my head down on the pillow and forget about all and everything that still bring my memories back and so alive, but it’s not that simple…

- I know, my friend, I know.

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- Is it possible to send a message to the future? Do you remember anything that it’s still there from this time now?

- I’m not sure. It’s a long time and unless it was an important landmark, it would have not survived the passing of time.

- Think about it. If there is a way, we must try.

- Why is it so important?

- It just is… Have you ever heard of a time capsule? You could benefit from that also. Think about it.

- I know what you’re talking about. I did not stay there long enough to know much or many places. But maybe…

- What?

- I know of something that could have…

- It’s worth a try, isn’t it?

- Maybe…

- Do you think it would be possible to somehow turn back time?

- If it is, it’s a very faint chance.

- But there must be a way. I know that!

- This is just crazy, man. You must stop this.

- You know that would never happen.

- I know. Well, thinking better, there is this one thing I brought from the future. Although it would the opposite operation, it might work, if we try…

- What?

- This…

- But this is just…

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He woke up in the middle of the night. A dream. A strange dream he had.

- What if that’s true? Would that be possible? Oh, man… I’m going crazy. I wonder if he really knows something and is just too scared to give it away… But why?

He got up and went to the kitchen. His mind was a turmoil of different emotions, all wrapped up together.

- I should have forgotten all about this already. Why do I keep on reliving that situation? It’s such a dead thing.

He took a deep sip of fresh water.

- But what if he…

He wondered if a dream would be that revealing or if it was just an illusion and a desire made up by his mind to compensate for his losses and the desire of soothing his pain and sorrow away.

He whispered to himself.

- I really wish that dream would come true. It would make me feel so much more comfortable…

- What happened?

He turned around. His friend was standing by the kitchen door. Had he heard his thought spoken aloud?

- I had a dream and cannot go back to sleep.

- A bad dream?

He just took a deep breath. His friend understood the signal as soon as he did. That thing was not over yet. He noticed the sorrow in his friend’s eyes and face.

He had to do something as soon as possible…

- Let’s go!

- Where to?

- If the key to reconcile to the past is in the future, there’s only one person who can help us now!

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