Teaser...

There must be a key

That opens a door

-Or, at least, a window-

To cross

The threshold

That leads one

Within that heart

Of steel.

There must be a way

Beyond understanding

That melts

This ice cover away

And shows me

I made no mistake

By fighting my fears

To face the unexpected

Pleasure

Of giving pleasure

To the one I cared for.

There must be indulgence

Beyond silence,

Anxiety and pain,

When I look back in time

And see vestiges

Of the teasing

I used to have

From the one

Who left me with

Nothing else than

Charming memories

Of our sweetest

And most cherished 
Moments together.